"I was gone on her for a while. And I thought, next chance I got I'd see if maybe she was interested. Cept I guess I din't move fast enough, and before I got the chance to try, I found out she was with somebody else."

This long after, it's easier not to feel the selfish hurt of that moment.

"And when we did talk after that, at a party, she said she was hoping we could still be friends. And that she'd still go to bed with me, if I wanted."